updating for kicks.. so jesse gaygar brings up xanga a little while ago.. i log on and read the pointless entries i've posted in the past loll very entertaining.. and this one adds onto the collection..

from the last entry i was still in high school in love with danny.. the past two years have been crazy exciting.. more responsibilities, maturity, drunken party hardy nights, met new guys to have my heart broken, made knew friends, lost a couple, realized how much more important my real friends mean to me, had my first job at ghirardelli, went through senior year at the speed of light, became homecoming queen and got onto prom court =], thought more and more about how beautiful life is no matter what, a lovely niece is born, family bondage, living it up with no expectations and taking in what it has to offer, learning from mistakes, pressure, exploring new places, graduation, open arms to anything with a carefree attitude not giving a rats ass of what people think.. just a couple of odds and ends of what a typical high school girl would go through, nothing but good times and forgetting about the bad.

so at this point in my life, and many others as well, it's considered to be the beginning of a new chapter in the longrun.  during the end of my senior year i really thought of what i wanted to do in life.  i was so confused because i always thought of what my parents wanted me to be and not what i wanted for myself and my sake of a happy future.  doctor, nurse, engineer, architect, blahblahblahh.. they don't really praise the passion for art. they're so closed minded from all of the different opportunites that are offered.. i would've never dropped my cosmetology classes if my parents showed the effort of their support. they were kinda iffy about it.  but i don't blame them.. i control the choices i make.  but then i'm the type of person that's motivated if my parents approve of it.. one of those people pleasers but career-wise, and that has to change.. other than that i do what i want! loll oh well i can't always please them, but then again i don't want to be that person that ends up saying, "i should've listened to them," when all else fails with the plans i set for myself.  i'll just go with the flow and do what's best for me that i am capable of doing.  i'm starting college this fall at long beach state. moving out into an apartment near the school with harmony by the end of this month.  majoring in interior architecture design. i'll be working while in school so the schedule is going to be pretty hectic.. it'll be hard to adjust to considering the life i'm living right now for the summer.. eat, sleep, party.. loll but all in all i'm excited and worried at the same time. just as long as if i'm happy and having fun, then no need to stress over. yepp.. so we'll see how things turn out.  i can always find myself a rich man and have him take care of me =]  that's all for now folks.. until next time.. maybe in another year or so peeeeeaaaacce ^_^        

man i so love her eyebrows.

hmm...it's almost turkey day. yayy!! time to get my grub on. w00t w00t. hahaha. geez i need to go shopping. i haven't gone in years. ahhh!! my bangs are ugly. i made them too short. but oh well i can hide them cuz i'm the coolest everrrr... i like pineapples. i need a new straightener. bethy is a loser... danny's hott... the phone's ringing. ahhh!! hmm...i wanna take pictures. my tummy hurts. he has a soft kitty. man that motor mouth show is hilarious. muhahaha! uhhh yeahh enough of my randomness... my house is quiet. no one's home. ooo scary. it's cold. yeah anywho...school is alright. everythings great. i need to dance my booty off... yeahh...well i gotta go and clean mi casa. so tootles -waves-